I had no idea what this episode was going to be about when I turned on my mic and started recording. I didn't need to. I have learned enough about surrender that I was comfortable just being like... hey, I'll just start... and I did. And it's great! Ironically it's all about just starting... Isnt that funny! Then I went to post it and was like OH there is something more I want to say... and I added on to it. I wanted to add on to it that DETACHMENT from ''the rest'' is really the key to being able to do the first step!!! I also break out in song in this episode that is never seen before content on this podcast! I am so grateful to be here, now with you, taking the first step!