This episode of Vegas Veteran Voices is exactly what happens when you put a 20 year Air Force bomb loader and stand up comedian in a room and just let it go. Starts funny and then quietly gets heavy in a way most veteran conversations do. Jo MT is a stand up comedian and a 20 year Air Force bomb loader who has lived enough life to joke about it without pretending it did not cost him something. What starts with MRE snacks, jalapeno cheese as currency, and the military serving the weirdest Lunchable ever slowly turns into a real conversation about memory, absence, and what service actually takes from you over time. At one point the conversation stops being funny, even though the jokes keep coming. Jo talks about the quiet damage that builds when you miss birthdays, school milestones, first wins, and ordinary moments that never come back. Not because you did not care, but because the job trained you not to be there. He shares the one question he asked senior leaders before leaving the service and the answer that still hurts years later. The realization that kids get used to you being gone. That eventually it stops being a big deal if you are not there at all. There is no dramatic breakdown and no inspirational bow tied on it. Just an honest look at how service rewires priorities, relationships, and identity in ways that do not show up on a résumé or a retirement check. The humor never disappears. It just sits next to the truth. MRE bartering logic. Marines surviving on spite. Caffeine, anger, alcohol, and audacity as coping mechanisms. Bomb loading jokes that sound sexual until they are not. Free street parking in Las Vegas with disabled veteran plates and the uncomfortable reality of living on base pay and disability. The hard truth that one veteran getting help does not take it away from another. Jo walks through his path from military life to construction work to comedy, including the unhinged stories in between. Being called a fluffer. Dancing at a strip club. Meeting his wife in the most unexpected way possible. Building comedy around 99 percent truth and 1 percent voice, knowing people will laugh first and process later. This episode lives in that uncomfortable middle space. Where humor is coping, not avoidance. Where pride exists alongside grief. Where you can love your service and still acknowledge what it took from you. It speaks directly to veterans who feel disconnected, worn down, or unsure how much of themselves they left behind while doing what they were told was the right thing. Vegas Veteran Voices exists for conversations like this. Not polished transition stories. Not motivational speeches. Real voices, real experiences, and honest mental health conversations that do not feel clinical, scripted, or sanitized. As a 501c3 nonprofit, our goal is to reduce isolation, create connection, and give veterans space to talk without having to perform or explain themselves. Guest Jo MT Air Force Veteran Stand Up Comedian Topics in this episode include veteran mental health, military life, Air Force and Marine Corps culture, MRE stories, disability ratings, family sacrifice, comedy after service, identity after the uniform, and life outside the wire. Watch the full conversation and decide which part hits you when the laughter stops.