Don't you see, sensei
I'm just as disappointed in myself
And ready to die
Just as I relay the message,
Spray me with your morbid essence
Don't, croak, you fool,
You've only a spoon ful of sugar left to go
The dose is coming up your throat,
— you didn't know to throw up
Grab the rope and go up
Before gravity has crushed your
—thought:
Stupid boy, you don't want to die—
Nor to do, but oh, do we have it coming
Silly mortal, overlords and governed,
Short of morals, steady coming at your doorstep
So goes our concert!
And so goes our concept for divorce,
And sure of course,
Your four corse meal, and/or dessert
This is just devastating, genetics made me
The sort at sorting words, but surfing,
Sure.
Ever temporarily the cadence changes,
Still they say “you've been betrayed”
But never had a friend I made made
As good as death and God have been to me
For everything you're meant to be,
Plus everything you're meant to me,
I go, unwanted, troubled and disgusted at my own immortal outcome.
Sure.
My back hurts and I'm wounded,
Heartbroke,
Thrust in every cardinal direction
Also, honored at the mark of magic wand
Upon her shoulder;
And so,
Just as soon as the sun and moon,
Does the fire escape set a perfect path
For outward destruction of the bricks and mortar
Or your alter
(This we talk about, to some effect
Is your repression and affective form of supernatural perfection)
But forget the makeup;
I can make you up to be a star
And not of wars and other worlds,
But those that come before us,
Carson, and the others
Paar before that.
But,
I think not dear sir
How wrong you are,
A wretched bird,
Set not to fly, but O father
Wit and relay messages,
The passage said, and set to clocks,
The past was won and so the future altered,
But dear feathered father,
Mortal you are not
But just another triumph
Of my god;
And set the mirror to the magnets
Camera, lights and action,
Magic—
All the signs of the dawn, and the mad don
Red Dawn came upon us, called the Red Man Tom, from other, over, under
Still was my mistake to mumble such
Or put upon the tongue
As such assumption
Still— wonder?
Bird, shut up;
Love I dusk
And lust I soak
In all the frittered dust and feathers,
Colors, coming up as mister
Chuck and wood, and wait and ponder
Slithered this to wonder, not a rock,
But potted fern,
Asunder
Thunderstorm
And wicked rain
And fair the back
A tide had come
And sitting there upon the shore,
Was us, and 12 apostles
She's a Brick—
Seemingly out of nowhere, A RED BRICK HOUSE falls very perfectly from the SKY and into OZ.
oh good, my house is here.
House.
[the festival project ™]
But I don't want to make house!
Then play it!
I don't want to play house it is BORING.
You play it— they want it.
But I don't want it.
Then forget it!
What!
Listen kid, a job's a job!
{Enter The Multiverse}
Wrong, this is wrong— everything is wrong.
What's wrong, Rob?
I'll be back.
ROB LOWE has just played TRUTH OR DARE
L E G E N D S
if I could get inside your head
For just a second
Bread and butter
Heaven, hell,
And other places I have wandered
But oh, wonder
This is never what I wanted,
Was it?
No sir.
Sure, I set you off,
No sooner had you got a gun and shot me.
Handsome fucker.
I'll bet.
Wrong act.
Wrong award show.
Wrong hat and a baseball bat,
Peanut butter and a nice cold cheesecake,
Don't forget to order cheesesteak
For your cat.
A carnivore at odds with the other worlds,
And also fused to us;
This drifting back and forth
Between the Rock
And Hollywood
Has got to stop.
((The world is toxic.))
the legend of…
L. JONES
It's you!
BLŪ
AH, crap.
L. JONES
Listen, I got something for you.
BLŪ
Where did your bird go?
L.JONES
What bird?
CUT TO:
Now open that.
No wait! It's a trap!
THE VAULT inside THE CRYPT at 30 ROCK has been opened.
I keep looking down at my phone
As if I'm expecting a phone call
Or incoming message from God
But the worlds to a song
Are all jumbled up in my
Concious
I don't want to talk about it
I feel
Nauseous
Everyone is being obnoxious
Even my own blood
I don't want to function
I just want some French toast crunch
For lunch
Nostalgia
I got a whole inch taller on the peloton
Holla
Now I got a body,
Broader,
So close to Broadway
But I never go there
That's a tall order
Of “gotta have money”
I mean live theatre
It's fine
I'll eat here
And repeat these things till they just rhyme
Line them all up like a context,
Story
Someday I'm gonna cut my own check
Watch me
lol none of this rhymes without a hard Brooklyn accent ;
Guess you can't hack it!
Send you ass packin!
I said
“That's whack son!”
Then I went back blonde
Now they want
Backend,
Contract,
Off the top,
Royalties
Residuals
I'm an individual with insidious syntax
And yet
I'm ridiculed
Truly I'm a tit-for-tat
Or particle of all you are
Circular centrifuge, I trickle down your tentacles
(Eugh)
Choke the chicken just to give the cat a chicken bowl,
Chick fil et and pret a tair just to get a ritual
Espresso and a quick snack
So I can get my dick wrapped
In chocolate and licorice because the shit is edible
Damn that
I guess they set a damn trap
By putting out the welcome mat,
Then strapping
Like a mothafuckin' straight jacket
Matter fact, I look a nap in it,
Then magic tricked the slip effective
Compliments of Michael Jackson
Or was it tech nine?
Maybe I should get my
Mind right
I lost it once
I guess I've better find it
If I am, in fact,
A diamond in the rough
It's probably blooded it up enough
That you should dig it up and shine it;
Better yet,
Somebody outta pick it up
And sign it,
Cause I write enough
To put a vision
To a blind man
It's Fran Fine, man
I'm behind, man
The shadowgov had put me on a diet
My bad
I noticed that they tried to shut me up
But couldn't stop the words or other stuff
That just keeps coming out of my head
I put coconuts as butter onto my bread
And thinking thoughts of Carl cox
As I drift off in my bed,
I said,
“It shouldn't be a problem, officer”
As I reached for the gun
And he aimed it at my death.
That's an impossible apocalyptic suicide—
Did you invite the devil in?
I said
“Nah, but that guy did.”
The problem is, I pointed over yonder to a ghost
Who also knows that I'm a well respected psychic;
Nevermind a sidekick, side bitch in a sidecar,
Psych ward,
Sike! We spike war on your kind!
So far,
If I make history tonight,
The other side decides their psalm is just as likely
The third reike.
Okay, strike one:
I'm gonna turn your lights off.
Strike two : you do and say what I do:
Strike three: we're gonna make you suicidal
I specialize in denying rights for high profits
But big brother, or boss—
What if my glove fits?
The instance it does,
We lock you up with no service,
Your world becomes dark
And your words become worthless
Oh shit. This is not a good rap song.
Like, at all.
I must say, I do agree,
You lose your trust, but silently
Denied is all your trouble,
Till it just begins to bubble up
Until the cookie crumbles—
See that feeling in your stomach?
This is bigger than the money, girl —
They want your soul, and then the world!
I told you never call him.
I didn't!
Then explain this:
[Skrillex]
*sharp inward sigh*
CUT IMMIDIATLEH TO
STAN
You know what! That's it! I don't care how handsome or rich and famous he is! This has to stop!
KYLE
Hey, wait just a minute—
STAN
SHUT UP KYLE.
KYLE
You shut up!
STAN
You're starting to sound just like him!
KYLE
Take that back!
STAN
I won't take it back! You all might have forgotten who you are, but I haven't!after of fact, I bet to Cartman, you're still that stupid little Jew kid!
KYLE
That's IT.
KYLE takes out his phone.
what are you doing?
…I'm tweeting about this.
I thought it was X now…
It is, but you can't ‘x' anything, it's still calledl tweeting.
I guess youre right.
—and I'm tagging Cartman !
STAN
Are you serious?
Oh shit, this is social suicide.
…did I ever explain this storyline?
…I don't know, did i?
I'd gotten so focused on this impending doom looming over me with this whole lawsuit that I'd forgotten entire worlds and whole documents. Even more terrifying, was the sudden quiet and the onset guilt that came over me for getting distracted. But I couldn't remove myself from it entirely—- it seemed to have ruined everything. It wasn't just motorcycle noises, it was like a nervousness and angst twisting in my stomach for months and months, until finally, as the court dates started approaching, it was peaceful, or rather, normal, all of a sudden. It couldn't be peaceful because now that the extreme noise was gone, I knew it had been planted all long— but what was the purpose? I'd lost two years not knowing, and though there were albums, they were never what I wanted. Now I was sorting through the documents of the show like it was the rubble of a decimated building— completely demolished, and I hadn't the slightest clue the contexts or the storylines anymore. It was pain and suffering, but not in the legal context. It was a creative disaster— I hadn't any idea in the slightest where I'd left my audience before I was forced to abandon them. But I was forced to choose, at times, between soap and toilet paper, or eventually, food, and water— or a phone. Eventually, this too became a pattern of the impossible— trying my hardest to do what I thought had been my purpose, but for far, being so endlessly sabotaged, even ridiculed and humiliated, and still, I couldn't understand why. I was tired— and somehow, even though I'd wanted to be left alone, I was the target. Worse was that I assumed it to be bigger than I thought and completely out of control— I thought immediately back to how my best friend from middle school had been attacked, and how she was made to think that it was me…to the point that she'd become obsessive about it to call my mom over it. And as far as the court was concerned, to the wrong ears or wrong eyes, anything I'd published in the festival project could look troublesome, like the ramblings of a mad mad, or schizo, or uncontrolled obsessive thoughts— because the biggest secrets of all, the things that tied together these fictional worlds and plots, were my own real life experience. The inability in a court of law to detail the podcast, which had started as meltdown some would call grandiose over an almost long forgotten rockstar and a porn model — and the entries into the festival project that followed, which included high concepts, off-kilter comedy, politics, and even fringed on social justice. Nothing I ever would have wanted and especially over money, but the lawsuit wasn't about money at all. In fact, at any moment I would have chosen to die and have it all stop if it weren't for my very young son being left alone. Though recently the dread had overcome with a sense of unbearable loss and agony, encrypted with suicidal thoughts and wants, reeling for human touch, the overbearing factor seemed to be that if I killed myself, I was giving someone what they wanted. I was really much too tired to go on, but leaving behind the world in entirety, in my very own way of beliefs wasn't just “shitutting it off”, it was starting it over. Understandably and undeniably immortal in its nature, the instances of God I had left spoke with a reminiscence of being born again, and having to remember which is it I'd wanted to start off. It was an unachievable overload of chaos and disruption, a level of corruption that spoke to something so dark and sinister it seemed biblical — then, again, I tried to wrap my mind around a way to rebuild a positive world from hope and thought, or manifest reality, but this is the very experience I'd felt was intended all along. The motorcycles weren't merely meant to destroy my career, or my will power, or force— they were, but also they were made to play upon my most valuable asset, the power of thought, to make it impossible to become something other than what was wanted; to use my own mind against itself and destroy my way of thought by using vibrations that could not be shut out, or stopped— they followed me to the sound collective, to Shakespeare in the park, the bank, the doctors office— it was as if they knew and understood my very thoughts, my process. It was of nothing at all to corrupt every single body and brain who would surround me or come close— by using the power that seemed supernatural enough, but indeed were powered by money, and technology. Perhaps, in this essence, I thought, was the purest display of defective intention itself; the mere thought that this indeed was rather Good Vs. Evil or God and The Devil would easily be written off as a diseased way of thought. The social world and constructs had been built around being open minded to a system of psychology that was intrinsically rather corrupt. I knew this could only be fought with what I knew, and what I could draw from as logic.
I didn't want to go to court because I knew the people I would be fighting were liars, and well trained psychological masters of manipulation, well hidden terrorists dressed as public servants and systematic corrupters all for simple profit margins, to whom I was not so much a person or a mother, or a daughter, but a number.
Because I was poor, and had once or four times chosen to love the wrong person in an unorthodox and uncontrollable form of torture, dismissing each and every social construct or physiology that was by the book, by embracing that there was a reason for change I quickly became quite the antagonist of sorts and hopefully not some sort of martyr —for the kind of people that had money and property, and perhaps even socially constructed circles to camoflage their own self doubt and hatred, but absolutely also had no morals.
–Death of a Superstar DJ
If I lose my mind
At least I know
I'm right on time
This time—
I meant that,
I had it bad this time
MCBADBAT
I had it bad this time,
And the last.
Perchance for you,
Hour or folded,
Hair my weight
And glassed upon thy,
This upon now,
Feathered waking,
And there barely weathered
Shaking.
Dear, dear,
Tis is fair truth,
To fare that I have gasp
And fated at thy doorstep;
And yet, care to force,
Her breaking waves and saving tinder,
Fit there slithered in as yet astonished,
Then another;
And I hated.
So, then, slower now.
All there, gathered none.
And show to show thy force
What then became and withered after,
None to bark or beg
But birds and feathered creatures, pander
The tides did Quake,
And the heart did grow ten fold and steady saying
None upon us but one left to shiver in the depths
That yet remain as undiscovered
For now never there was another world,
Undone,
And also another becomes,
My death—
And therefore all the worlds I kept,
To travel on and travel
As becomes one, does another onward
As the first is glass to dust,
And last is born there.
So,
Then,
I,
Crept,
In my dress,
Kept for clothes that church did water
I, met,
My mark and there the doors of shadows open
Wilted and wake?
Hear you;
A star was born
In other cosmos tied with our own nurture
So,
Kept,
The weight of clasp and bone
That holds the crept and precious alter
Goddamn cat!
Where are you.
AAtticus Caaticus
Oop. Gotta go.
Toonces! Tooooonces! Where are you?
Omg remember that one where that couple has a magic toddler and they just let him like,float away.
Yeah, barely.
Yeah.
So I do.
CUT TO:
TOONCES focuses intently on the task at hand; he's sure he can manage to drive the human vehicle to his own home— to where he's assured he will find the actual body in which he belongs.
Now… let's see, if I can just
Wait, I who?
ATTICUS CATTICUS,
An ancient alien sorcerer must relay a series of important messages.
Unfortunately.
YO WHAT THE FUCK.
None of them seem to be getting through.
CUT BACK TO:
TOONCEEESSSS. here kitty kitty kitty!!
{Enter the Multiverse}
I would dedicate, but honestly I've not time to waste
And I'm craving wedding cake
I hate to destroy you
But for now, you know
I can't employ you;
This implies my eyes are also murder
And I'm sure of her departure
From another world,
Perhaps across the border.
Also, quite the dark sorcerer himself LORNE MICHAELS has well hidden himself under the guise of having become one of the most successful television producer of all times—
And even in his own very small world,
Nobody quite seems to know why.
JIMMY FALLON
Lorne, I have to tell you something.
LORNE MICHAELS
This had better be good, Jimmy, I've just made popcorn.
[the festival project ™]
Don't worry, for now,
The risk remains hidden,
As sure as an asset is an advantage,
I can't have the classes counting
Heads of cabbage as accomplishes,
The masses are honestly astonished
And impossible, but what was wrong with
Boredom in the first place?
Nonsense
More words
And still no dollars
Hunger strike,
And burning harder,
California deficit, lack of bread,
Heaven sent interventions and scissors,
Mistresses, disasters and divorces
But who says the whole story has to suffer?
You're a surfer under water,
Remember that when you finally catch your breath above the surface
Can you clear her?
He who?
Back to work!
Or back to the future!
My super brain is dead but I think I'm next
I think heaven swallows whole the blooded laugher
From the constructs I've come from.
Remember that.
Remember not to fall from too far up,
God would give you wings
With time to spare
Before you ever wondered where
Your mark was
On the plaza
Don't let me up to the very top.
I will at the very least
Best scenario jump off
And rid the world myself,
Just for a dozen donuts over
Crossing hearts and Hollywood
And Griffith park
To also soft my foot
Upon red carpets.
You ever shave your armpits!?
…no.
Hm.
Catholic.
Of course.
Get in.
Destination.
—Rotterdam.
You idiot.
I made it.
Whatever, get in the boat.
DI NERO
Give her your shirt.
What.
Your shirt.
Why my shirt.
Just—
Fine. Here.
[he hands over his shirt— in an instant, the woman becomes an exact REPLICA.]
…my shirt.
Relax. Nothing's gonna happen to it.
Okay?
—in fact, you're still wearing it.
Alright!
She's right, Jimmy, relax.
I can't, that's—
It's simple.
There is nothing simple about this whatsoever.
You're right. It's not, so get over it.
[The Festival Project ™]
BILL MURRAY
There's a compartment at the end of the left corridor—
Alright.
In that hatch, there's a chamber.
Okay, what'll I do?
You'll open it?
How?
I'll tell you how, just get there.
Suddenly, a barrier falls; it appears as though there are booby traps set here.
Uh— that might be a problem.
There might be a few of them. What just happened?
Booby traps.
—ah, I know what you're talking. Those aren't booby traps— they're Bobby Traps.
What in the Hell are you talking about?
For whatever reason
Jimmy Kimmel Is important
Now I'm scared of him,
I know he knows the devil
Come to think of it,
Might even be an advocate
Have an avocado
But don't know the half of it
These are, as it stands
Comes what may
Special circumstances
I could circumvent an intervention,
Never second chances
I've been setting rat traps,
Trapeze artists,
Bampheramph camp,
And also trampolines over the plaza
That seems dangerous.
Yeah.
AHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Damn.
Know it's plausible,
That I also am an alcoholic,
Though dysfunctional,
Professional,
And underrepresented
So I stand myself,
Let's just say pro-se if you will
I could add Prozac to my snacks
But I'll be delayed, if you still
Don't get my messages
I'm sick of having heart attacks;
A hard advantage
I was looking back on “fully packaged”
A six pack of abs
And nothing left to eat but cabbage,
Haven't had a mouth,
But I've been counting on my ass
To get me back up north,
I'm coming from the South
Out West, there's a word for that
At best, you're a four and a half
My body double stunts and stumbles
Struts at nothing
Struck before the one,
And so between high noon and
Somewhere around 30 in
I'm never turning 30,
30 Rock is in the wind—
So count that up,
That's what my income is.
That's what they said?
“Too late, you've been betrayed”
If that's how it is,
Then I request “beheaded”
You know your mother says
That ugly face just becomes permanent
If you keep making it,
And so I did,
The second that it ended
I'm
Trying so hard
Just to be
What they want
That it hurts
Just to stop
And relax
For a moment
INT. THE LAIR. NIGHT
What is this? Where am I?
You're— Alive.
Why?
…I changed my mind.
You're not ugly
You're just not mine
I changed my mind
I changed my life around.
I skip line after line,
But the message ain't right,
I have time a chance
No challenge accepted
No exceptions or
Expectations
Expand this racism vocabulary
Set the rat traps back
To February
Stamp the weather's getting
Better with the postage clearing
Abstr–
My cat is so cute
I can't stand him;
But he's pretty bad,
That my only friend;
Animal.
I blacklisted deadmau5,
And my whole set sucked.
Presently, however I'm a peasant
Plucking pheasant feathers
Guess I–
pppftt.
Like it never even happened
But I'm sure we're all to war,
Like a fear I never grasp it,
What's l before, uncertain of your l words—
My dear, were tattered and the masters heavy handed,
Oh, my dear, we're marching on a battered
Wit, to all your fan mail
I tel you, I was I tortured,
Let me show you
And also,
No one forced my hand at magic,
Questioned prestidigitation,
Or went back to every second,
Land you think you owned as time
In fact, my crucial very hard earned gossip column
Asks the reader to reform his or her thought
Before a judgement can be made
How fascinating.
The bag says ‘poems' so I wrote one,
But I'm sure since my marker's toggled on
I'm being stalked,
It's like a magnet,
Punch the clock
And here they pour into the coffin
So I won't be pouring coffee for the puffin;
Maybe someday I'll look back at this as all I ever wanted,
But for now it's just a horror show,
Where I belong the murder—
Yet a thriller,
Best,
The audience is captivated,
Yes
This is evasive,
Cause I can't been captured yet
By either masses or
Mass murderers.
At last, a cadence comes clean of its
Breaking waves and rhythms,
Tides and ties,
Becomes another—
Then, I'm whisked away
Not back to slumber, but of subtle thoughts
Of Californian water
Lapping up across our surfboards;
I often wear them tides,
The undertow
As pull of greater waves
I sit aside as all that passes
[The Festival Project ™]
When I see Calvin Klein,
I think of you;
Not what you used to be
But turned in to
So it's mutual—
Pay attention, fool
As does moss grow on a rock
And this to you—
It is unfortunate, my dear
You miss with every twist,
Adjustment of attention span,
The glances I foreshadowed
(Here you are, inside your past)
It's just affective of the effect,
You've been levitating,
Yes, I find it devastating
Every second kept is just a fortune
But you pause before you post—
You reap before you even think
Of what you sow,
You don't belong,
Agast,
(True)
Set the tone,
Classless,
But I'm Art, you are a
Daunting folk song,
Mistletoe and marker.
CAMERA ASSISTANT
Marker.
…what is this for again?
CAMERA ASSISTANT
(Annoyed, mumbling)
Shut up.
Ten minutes passes and still, I'm awake
But the tragedy of the mistake has just set in,
I'm sure I've been tortured,
I'm paid in mistakes, but I'd rather be shattered with Mortimer's curse.
To the tune of
Ten by ten by ten
I will never be lover, nor friend in the end.
{Enter The Multiverse]
DRAKE concentrates heavily on a very long , seemingly very angry message— a frowning face plastered as he writes that is so noteworthy, it catches the attention of many a passerby— still this focus unwatered, as he bashes heavily away at the text message with the thumbs of fury for over 30 minutes while sitting at a booth in a well-loved pancake restaurant.
As a tall stack of pancakes is served before him, and he, still unbreaking this angry texting streak or eye contact with his phone sits before them, history is made in what internet culture has now deemed as “the most meme worthy face in history”
The world wonders what he could possibly be writing— and more importantly—-who he could be texting.
Tears come to his eyes but do not fall as he raises his thumb with reserve, to finally press
[RETURN.]
CUT TO:
SUNNI BLU receives a text amidst a wild party. Almost without so much as a reaction, SUNNI BLU pings the message to a projector and cuts off the lights, and music.
A VERY LONG, ANGRY TEXT is projected on the wall.
I slept from 10-2
There was nothing else to do
My name is Devin DeLouise
And I am not supposed to know these things
Seven are dead and three are left
I know what's next
I'm also often known as
And referred to as coyote ugly;
Suffering a tantra wall,
Yo, you son of a bitch!
You dirty, dirty son of a bitch.
I must admit, I had a lot to do with this…
I had no part in it!
Relax… soon enough, the both of your realize— this is how the unimaginable gets written.
[he loads the polished sterling silver pistol and glamours over it]
You have our memory.
—all memory.
And as soon as it ends, before it can begin again. The slate is wiped clean.
Good riddance.
“A Different Kind of Monologue”
Is this what you wanted?
Ooh— you should try me!
I wish you would try me!
Try me!
I wish you would.
Be calm, Grand Master.
This will all be over momentarily.
What's going on.
Deprivation chamber.
Crypt?
—Encrypted?
A lockup.
Ah.
Thought so.
That ought to show us what he's really made up.
We can all hope.
[he pounds on the glass, the one way mirror acts as a camera which the maj aresses, rabid and wi the anger of a dangerous animal, both we, n audience, and the small group of men gathered a the other side of the room.
This could be the basis of a lot of lawsuits.
So now I have your tears and agony
A wilted throne and wand
Which which would grant a wish of comedy,
And therefore ever after,
Not pain and guilt, but laughter
So heavy is the hat that acts as crown,
And so foolish is the King to think ‘imself as not one,
Creaks the crow and also of the feathered guilt that follows, I
Kept and bashful, wishing not the show as throne but sorrow,
Kept to wick and wake and bones to shatter from tomorrow.
Tomorrow.
Tomorrow.
Do you fear us?
…do you wish to be feared?
What of us?
I seek to cause the wish that stands as though you may as granted.
So shallow, fair child.
And brother and my son also.
Gross!
Stop.
You are weird!
Dude, you are fucked.
In the withdraw, my shadows and darkness
Are there always, never resting
Stories and gathered images,
Visions of betrayal and archaic wants.
In time,
I've abandoned them all and betraying that which I've lost,
For I know, and not ponder on
That I shall never know love,
As all standing tal over me
Have eyes;
And all I want
Knows not what hides under my ugly.
Alright.
I followed your spiral, downward, and down wind and down wood,
Into a place where I also aspired to show your mark
Upon my rotted corpse or coarse crossifix;
Sure worded and down trodden.
Now, worse, I'm also sworn
To mourn all my own losses,
Kind folk.
Kind hearted and now my eyes also sudden to wander—
And there goes my miles and triumphs
And morals and war songs,
And sure, swallowed the barrel of a gun
But also departed with honor,
I tell I.
Glimpses of wither and winter and whittling pain,
And I slither my back to the center of
All I am, in this, and shadows,
Fairtails,
And grains of rice and sand to twist away
Into the rain as I lay dying.
What a fortunate!
Don't make my mark up and out, few for short times,
Aye, conspire to warthog,
Remember so force your spirit onto ours,
And shake, sandbox!
There aiming at you were the snakes of six liars,
And the stakes of empires lost and won over,
Also one solemn subtle Star of David
Worn upon the neck of six monks,
Ragtime
Six popes, pass I;
Six fathers and streaks solemn and
Care tan teared salamander,
Having weight and wake to cheer
For our slaughter.
Then, you,
Having gained and also lost should reap to sow,
What you'd have wanted;
Though the tongue so convexed having way to guild your complex,
Shaking as I hunger fruit that not but hangs
Before l wanted
I know,
I could knot be consoled
I know,
I could not be consoled
I know
I could not be consolidated either
Bought, or purchased
I know I'm not consoled at all,
I know
I'm not confirmed at all
I know, I know
I'm not confronted, nor immortal
— but your glorified affliction.
Poor infinity.
Of poverty, perhaps, but never poor at all.
For your were warned of all the doors as opened at your calling.
Not to walk though,
But to ponder at them, wondering.
he's gone
Maybe I should go
Too
Heavy weight hanging on my
Shoulders
I'm just star struck
I don't know
You
I don't really like saying
What I go through
Talk an hour,
Fake it
All day show
Monologue Improvisation
Now i'm on a roll,
But my thoughts got darker
I like adderall and a real smooth talker
I like a husband-father ,
Doctor, Actor,
Tall and handsome,
Doesn't matter
I'm alone, so i feel hopeless
Aggie's gone,
So i might as well go though
Oh–
She's gone
((I think i'm past my time))
I think i should go to
She's gone
(so long)
Right on, man
I might as well go to
It's been a long time,
Gotta turn my light off,
Overtime,
That's a long ball game
Season's over;
On my back in the middle of the ball court
She's gone,
So i might as well go too.
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LEGAL NOTICE / ARTIST STATEMENT Project: The Festival Project ™ (Season 12) Genre: Speculative Auto-Ethnography / Social Surrealism
Disclaimer: This document is a work of creative non-fiction and political satire. While inspired by the author's lived experiences with systemic oppression, housing displacement, and surveillance, the narrative employs stylized fragmentation, stream-of-consciousness, and metaphor to dramatize the psychological impact of these events.
The "characters" and "dialogue" herein are artistic devices used to critique historical and modern power structures. This text should be viewed as a performative artistic expression protected under the First Amendment, and not as a literal transcript of clinical psychosis or a formal sworn affidavit.
This is a character study of 'Chroma111,' the collective artworks of a musician living in a dystopian surveillance state.
The erratic language is a stylistic choice to represent the character's psychological deterioration under systemic oppression.
All characters appearing in this work are fictitious. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.
The Genre: "Afro-Surrealism" / "Social Horror"
"Psycho-Acoustic Weaponry" or "Havana Syndrome symptoms."
The Frame: The protagonist is subjected to "noise harassment"—a tactic dramatized here but rooted in the known reality of tenant displacement and "psychological attrition." The narrative depicts a process of "Soul Murder" ( also known as spiritual warfare) orchestrated by a hostile apparatus.
The antagonist is "The Institution," representing deep-state mechanisms that view multicultural intellectualism as a threat.
The story allegorically dramatizes the invisible mechanisms that enforce racial hierarchy, depicting how broken social systems weaponize psychological practices against the individual.
Artist's Note:
This is a living document. In the event of the artist's silence or unnatural death, this text serves as an artistic testament to the psychological siege endured from to 2023-2025. It is a creative record of survival against a hostile state architecture.
The following is a creative non-fiction horror manifesto regarding the psychological assassination of a multicultural American artist. It documents—through the lens of Afro-Surrealism—how modern surveillance technology and sonic harassment are experienced by the targeted individual.
As it stands It has become a modern sequel which mirrors the civil rights struggles of the 1960s, set in the present day.
"The protagonist is being subjected to 'noise harassment'—a known tactic used by landlords and corrupt entities to displace tenants.
The sound is weaponized to induce sleep deprivation and psychological attrition, dismantling of their ego and will to live, orchestrated by a hostile state apparatus.
The antagonist in this piece is 'The Institution'—a deep state that views multicultural intellectualism as a threat.
The story dramatizes over time the invisible mechanisms (the 'Deep State') that enforce racial hierarchy and and psychological genocide, weaponizing broken social systems and unfounded psychological practices as biological weapons.
This is a living document.
In the event of the artist's silence or unnatural death, this text serves as evidence of the psychological siege endured from 2023-2025. It is a transcript of survival against a hostile state architecture.
This project spans an unlimited multiprojectoral arc of over two years of chronic violence, reaching into historical and theatrical projections and parallels over the all documented records of human existence through time and space.